FLUFFERNUTTER BUCKET LIST ITEM TWO: CABO!!

Who knew my little HAMSTER was such a BEACH BUNNY!? LOL! We are headed down in March to stay at a luxury resort--nothing but the bestest for my guy--and there we can celebrate Fluffernutters life. 

This picture is beautiful, but a little sad--because it reminds me that Fluffernutter's sun is "setting". This will probably be his only chance to visit Cabo. You made that possible, people, so there is some joy in that at least!

FLUFFERNUTTER BUCKET ITEM ONE: SEE MUSE

This is going to be SO amazing for Fluffernutter! 

This is going to be his view as he sits right on my shoulder, in our amazing floor seats at MUSE@Staples Center!!! OMG! OMG! Thank you all so much. You have done an amazing thing for my baby!!

I know he will NEVER FORGET this!! And neither will I!!

UPDATE: I choose JOY! I choose HAPPINESS! SQUASH NEGATIVITY!!!

I had a revelation this weekend! As you know, Fluffernutter wanted to see my room-mate’s band this weekend up in SanFran, but I couldn’t find a ride and I didn’t want to disappoint Fluffernutter—so I bought us a plane ticket so he could BE THERE. So THANK YOU to all the kind and compassionate and GOOD people who donated to his surgery! The fund is now at $3,500, but since we can’t operate and I’m sure NO ONE wants the hassle of figuring out how to route all those donations back, I have renamed this the FLUFFERNUTTER BUCKET LIST FUND.

He had such a good time at the concert and enjoyed some organic treats at the Farmers Market up there that it occurred to me—WHY NOT GIVE HIM THE BEST FEW MONTHS OF HIS LIFE.

I met this really hot guy at the show who had some ‘shrooms and later that night, I had an honest-to-god convo with Fluffernutter. He told me:

a.) How much he loves all of you and can tell that you are surrounded by a silver light of healing and protection

b.) He really enjoyed the show and thought the new drummer is great.

c.)  Something unfortunate will happen to anyone who didn’t help him out.

d.) He isn’t quite ready to say good-bye yet. That if he could get through his bucket list, his soul could leave this earth at peace.

AMAZING.

That’s my little guy. So all you who already gave once, enjoy that silver light! Dan, and the haters, your time is coming. It’s not too late to help out the best damn pet in the world! If you can spare a little bit, please don’t forget my little Fluffernutter!

No one told me it was going to be this expensive to LOVE a defenseless little creature, and I’m totes bad at planning and managing my own finances so it’s just not fair to Fluffernutter to have to suffer because I suck at budgets! Excel spreadsheets are for NERDS, right!?!? LOL! (actual nerds, not like trendy cool nerds!)  I have Fluffernutters list of things he wants to do/experience before that dreaded day. I will post pics so you can all see what your generous donations have done to truly bring peace and comfort to a deserving animal!!

XXXXOOOO

Me

J

UPDATE: I WILL NOT CRY THIS DAY

So the new vet got back to me earlier this week. 

And it’s bad. 

I have been trying to find a way to tell you all--but my hands are shaking as I type this. It's not fair. The surgery will not save Fluffernutter and unfortunately his life story will end so unexpectedly in death. 

I.AM.DEVISTATED.

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My room-mates band is playing up in SanFran this weekend. Fluffernutter is a huge fan of theirs, so I think I’ll take my sweet prince up with me while he can still hear/enjoy it. 

If anyone is heading up that way, let me know because I need a ride. 

FLUFFERNUTTER UPDATE: HOPE IS LOST

So, I drove out to the place that I found this weekend (5 hours in the car each way=OUCH!). I planned to spend two whole days there to allow the very nice Vet all the time they needed to examine Fulffernutter. Fate throw me a lifesaver in my friend Kaiteleigyh! We happened to run in to each other at the hotel and BOY did I need a shoulder to cry on! So we dropped Fluffernutter at the Vet and K was trying to come up with everything she could think of to get my mind off of it--so it was super lucky the clinic was in Vegas and I could distract myself from this whole ugly ordeal.

And I just want to say to Dan, that you are judgmental pig and have NO idea what it feels like inside my heart right now. We happened to run into Dan and his CHARMING (not!) friends and I want you all to know that 0%, let me say that again, ZERO PERCENT of the Fluffernutter donations went to ANYthing this weekend in Vegas: 

1.) Not the hotel (I happened to get a GREAT deal on expedia for the Venetian, thank you very much Mr.Noneofyourbusiness! 

2.) Not the food or drinks (I happen to have a good friend who works at Joel Robucon so it was friends/family rate for that) and there were a ton of guys at Tao buying us drinks all night--so $0 again!

3.) And not the Cris Angel: Believe tickets--and anyway that was something I needed to renew my spirit.

The vet said he'll get back to me tomorrow with the results! Fingers crossed! I really didn't want to have to go all that way out of town--but Fluffernutter knows I would DO ANYTHING for him!!

FLUFFERNUTTER UPDATE: VET IS A TOTAL DOUCHE

Hey, y’all!

I have some not so awesome news to report L

On our last visit to the Vet, who I seriously hate, but unfortunately have to use because no one else in my area will even see Fluffernutter. (Hamsters are seriously discriminated against, you don’t even know!)

So anyway, the jerk Vet took a body scan and said that his pulmonary system cannot be repaired like he first thought which = NO SURGERY. I.AM.JUST.DEVISTATED.

So what does this mean for my brave boy? It means the surgery is not going to happen (locally) and Fluffernutter has only 6 months left to live. Thank you all for your prayers and well-wishes and keep those donations coming, because I emailed this place that’s about 5 hours away that MIGHT be able to give me a second opinion. I am probably going to do some soul searching  this weekend to try and figure out what this means for my life.

PRAYERS+DONATIONS=HOPE